I was just thinking ...

I realize that I can’t make everyone want more. It’s been a hard realization to come to, but definitely something I need to get over. I have this thought in my head that most people have sooooo much more potential than the world will ever see. But somehow people become so content with their lives. Never even thinking of the possibilities of how to do something so much greater in their lives than work and come home every day and do it all over again until they die! I guess there is this weird space needed for people like that. But I think to myself, what a great world we would live in if everyone tried to live up to their fullest potential … but I am sure there would be some other problems. Granted there can’t be all leaders in this world, but I even mean being the best follower you can be sometimes. Lol. But really, I just feel as though I am constantly around amazing people that don’t even know their WORTH. And it drives me nuts. I know that most of them are sick of me always trying to push them … but I appreciate a good push! It’s hard at times and you want to fuss people out, but you have to realize when a friend or close colleague is simply trying to make you better. I HATE SINGING …. But I know that it is something I have to get over. And even though I want to kill the producers that try to bring it out of me, I know that they’re right! So hopefully my friends and family don’t disown me for trying to get the good stuff out of them. For me … I feel like, we live and then we die. Why wouldn’t I want to strive for the things in life that will really satisfy me? And if God actually allows me a taste of the things that I dream … well then my life will completely be worth it. I believe that we need to consistently be striving towards better things and not just monetary and worldly things. I mean being a better person, a better friend … EVERYTHING. It really boggles my mind that people don’t want to improve their way of thinking, who they are as a person, or where they are in life … I just DON’T understand the mentality. And that’s what I have to come to grips with. I don’t understand it and I probably never will. My talent and purpose means everything to me. So I refuse not to live every day trying to reach my maximum potential. I won’t stop until the things that I write fuel my life, fund my expenses, and change the way people think or see things. I hope that eventually my walk can encourage others. God gave me this spirit and I am thankful.